Long time, no see. I am now sober at age 45

Boy, it sure has been awhile, I forgot this was even here, and I doubt anyone reads these anyway but here goes...

I still havent moved away from the desert, quite the contrary, moved closer to the heart of Phoenix..however I have learned to be more grateful of this state.

I have been on a major crash course in deflation of my ego over the past two years...oh joy...but it is cleansing, and I appreciate what I have, and value my time and energy now. I cannot allow everyone in to the Jen sanctuary. I do not have to be loyal to everyone, I an be kind, but I don't have to entertain those who suck me dry of my energy. This is good stuff for me, finally at this age, to have boundaries.

I am a little over a year clean and sober now. Rebuilding my life, and it is hard but I have an amazing support system and a loving HP.

Thats all for now